Plus, Chris gave me the most awesome birthday gift EVER !!


damnit...Hating of self. Is this normal... ?damnit...
Why is this mind killing me, telling me to take this blade... slowly push my love into my skin until my life-force leaves.
I really don't need this, just it is so hard to get rid of. I love my addiction and hate it all at the same time. I can't have it leave because it is the only thing that has never left me... it has never failed.
If I give it all away, I know I will go insane, though if I do give in then I know it will kill me. I don't know if that would be such a bad thing.
I can't help that my skinny friend h


I did it again...I'm sorry...I did it again...
But I did it again, I hurt again.
I got a new friend; not even 5 minutes after he left and took my old tool with him.
I cut again the other day... you, him and her all hit my wounds. I know that I said I would never do it again but it is the only friend that will never leave me or lie to me.
...I know that this will probably kill me.
I never want it to leave, the world will cave in on me... you know I'm utterly mad.
I want to do it again... leave more gashes; only to turn to scabs... then to ugly yet beautiful scars.  


I am The AccuserOnce was I as you are now. As a soul, a watcher of essence. You may not understand my accusements, nor my manners of enlightenment. But please, I beg of you, look through my eyes, look at what I have to see each day. The suffering of souls and the screams they let out, as they lay in pools of their own blood. You take a blind eye to them, as if you can't hear their pain. I try to comfort their suffering but it seems to be a worthless endeavor. I try to ease their crying but it seems as if they do not feel my essence alond side them. TheI am The Accuser


I Never Wanted to do This.I never thought that it would end up like this, Ana.I Never Wanted to do This.
I never thought that you would totally enslave me, Ana.
You made it so I thought that I would be able to trust you and give my body to you; to make me thin like you, Ana.
I loved you Ana but you hated me from the start.
Ana, through all of these years, I thought that I was going to be perfect but you lied to me Ana. Why? What did I do to you, that made it so that every bite of food that I could have I hated myself after wards. Then ran to my bathroom to try to get rid of that quoit on quoit poison.
I never thought that I would
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LAYTOOOOOOONNN! You can't have Sophia! She belongs to me! - Anton
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Karen: OOO! OW!
Tom: What happened?
Karen: My hip popped!
Tom: You're too young to have your hip pop, and too old to celebrate hip hop.
Karen: -_-
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If you can't be a good example -- then you'll have to be a horrible warning. ^ ^
[link] TO THE ARTIST OF MY ICON!!
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Karen: OOO! OW!
Tom: What happened?
Karen: My hip popped!
Tom: You're too young to have your hip pop, and too old to celebrate hip hop.
Karen: -_-
Visit the comic CHAOS EXPRESS at [link] or [link]
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If you can't be a good example -- then you'll have to be a horrible warning. ^ ^
[link] TO THE ARTIST OF MY ICON!!
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